Bismillahirahmanirrahim and Assalamualaikum W.B.T
it's 1:06am and as usual i'm still not asleep. normal la tuhh. ^^ i think it's time for me to let him go right ? better let him go ? bak kata pepatah "seperti menunggu pohon yang tidak akan berbuah" which means something that will not happen. honestly, i still love him. honestly, i still care about him. honestly, i'm still being a silent stalker on his FB. honestly, he is fading away from my mind and life. bit by bit. honestly, i think about him whenever i listen to the songs he gave me. his ringtone (not that i call him okay) whenever i watch a romantic movie or just a scene that reminds me of him. it's really hard to forget someone that you really love huh ? but it is more hard when that person doesn't even care. even just a bit. right ? i'm not being jiwang or whatsoever but i'm just being truthful with myself. but it's hard to admit to everyone that i have broken up with him. but, is it true ? is it over between me and him ? is it ? is he really serious ? i think so. i have that strong feeling. it's over between us huh ? u really want it huh ? okay. i accept. i'm willing to accept it with my whole heart :) but just so you know, i still love you. and it's not going to change. that's why i still put your picture on my blog. because it never change. :) it's hard to tell people about my relationship status because i'm still not sure. budak skolah kata "tergantung kot". hmm, i think our's is like that huh ? i'm leaving all this for HIM to decide. HE knows it what better for me and you and all of us that are just weak slaves who always make mistakes in life. yeah i know you're ashamed of me right ? and you're bored already. right ? yeah i dont mind at all. awal2 tu of course la. perempuan mane yang tak sakit hati and sedih kan ? and i think i made the right decision to go back here. to my hometown. to my lovely Singapore :) u absolutely disappeared out of my mind. just like that ! so fast ! i donno how ! whatever it is, it's been great having you in my life. it really was :) i apologize for all the mistakes i had done to you. for not being the girlfriend you wanted in mind. i'm only 15. still learning in having relationships. especially with someone like you. someone that is older than me. :) so long and farewell to Mr Khairil Shafiq Abd Talib :')
kite suke sngat gamba nie sbb nie je gamba yg kite prnh amek same2. wlaupun candid. credits to arab :')
credits to miss nynna, miss zaty, miss maya, miss ifah and anyone who had lend me their ears to hear my story. friends is absolutely more important than that special someone. just my opinion. no offense ! love you lots <33 :)
someone asked me to be his girlfriend and it's my ex. not going to happen dude.full stop.end of story.
Good Night and SAYONARA ! :)