Bismillahirrahmannirrahim and Assalamualaikum W.B.T
It means a lot to a girl if someone said the three big words to her,
Any girl would be on CLOUD9 if that sentence was meant for her. Anyone. Her parents. Her family. Her friends. She would be really pleased with it and it would be the most meaningful if it was from the guy she loved. Everyone has been destined with its partner. Allah said so and we shouldn't be hesitant about it. Have faith and confidence on HIM. As a normal 15-year-old teenage girl, maybe i shouldn't be talking on this topic but i'm just trying to make myself realize that i shouldn't have high hopes on someone that wasn't sure going to be my husband. I mean, seriously ? If you call yourself mature, you would just say "what does this girl think she is? a LOVE GURU? she's only 15 and already talk about love. what?! she should be studying and doesn't involve in such things" Yeah i know. I'm immature. A novice. What do i know right? But hey. If you call yourself a girl, you would said the same thing if you're in my shoes. If you go through what I've felt, you would know better cause you're matured enough. I'm making this post cause i love my guy so much. It feels miserable when someone you love doesn't send you any text. You wait for it everyday. Every morning you look at your phone and hoping for his message but in the end you were left disappointed . Every moment of everyday you think of him. In this technology era, there are so many ways for him to make connections with you but he doesn't use even one of it. Everyday you'll be his stalker on FACEBOOK cause you feel weird why he doesn't have the time to send a message on FB. Did he online ? He did. But did he even post something on your wall ? NO. How do you feel if this happens to you? Everyday i undergo all these things. Only HE knows how i felt. Only HE knows how miserable i am inside. "Ya Allah, jika dia yang terbaik untuk diriku, untuk keluargaku, untuk agamaku, kau kekalkanlah perhubungan kami, kau redhailah perhubungan kami,kau lindungilah perhubungan kami dari jurang cinta nafsu ya Allah. dan jika tidak, kau hilangkanlah dia dari ingatanku. ameen ya rabbal alamin." I love him so much. I really do. Why does he do this to me? Did i do something wrong? I'm hoping the best for this relationship and i hope it last :') Thanks to my friends who have been praying for us, giving me support and advice. You guys are the best and i love you so much ! <33 :)
Zaty Alias , Syazwan Saad , Sumayyah , Nadhifah , Jazali and everyone else :')
